At least that's what my Facebook* status update says. When I say that I mean I like these bands because the people I want to "know" like them. One example is Third Eye Blind when I found out this guy was going to one of their concerts instead of coming to class--to me that was awesome. (Props to the guy who said "He grew a third eye and went blind." That still makes me laugh. :) )) Now whenever Third Eye Blind, or any band that sounds like them, comes on I think of him and feel this strange longing. He was very charismatic. Another one is Alexisonfire, a band of another crush of mine. I liked them before I knew he liked them but now when I listen to them I think of him. It's good in a way in that the thoughts I have of them are pleasant and make me smile but it's bittersweet. I don't think I'll ever know them.
I want to be back in the cohort. I want to see the people I admire every day.
*I did make one, finally. I like and don't like it at the same time (it's sort of depressing with intermittent wall posts and the few responses from the strangers I try to talk to. I admit it).**
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More than a year later I'm starting to post here again, in hopes that someone will find it. The Bowflex has since gathered dust and I've learned to ignore my parents and grandparents bickering.
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